op-ti-mism

optimism |ˈäptəˌmizəm|
noun
1 hopefulness and confidence about the future or the successful outcome of something

Choosing to be optimistic in the midst of hurtful, challenging, and unfair situations can naturally be incredibly difficult. Yesterday I received a call from my boss letting me know that she wanted to pay me for the rest of the week and have me not come in to work. Of course I couldn't understand why. It seems that a few parents did not like me yet my boss said that she knows I was doing my job 110%
Now you explain to me how that makes sense? Well it comes down to pleasing a few certain members of that suburban community and in that decision my heart and spirit was crushed. It was simply a unprofessional and hurtful way to go about telling me that I was not welcome and unwanted.
After that conversation I got in my car and just cried. My heart was broken. Feeling so judged and unwelcome in a place seemed to not only be a challenge to my character but a stab to my heart.
Luckily I had Laura as a listening ear to come home to- I simply said I feel like I am questioning my worth and value. She reminded me that my worth is in God and not in relationships or actions. Throughout the evening I had numerous people let me know that they appreciate my style, personality, work ethic, character, gifts, dreams, and heart. I feel like persevering with an optimistic attitude and outlook through this hurtful and unfair situation allowed me to be lifted up by those that love me most.

Words of wisdom- Find the blessings in the midst of difficulty & know that you are loved.

The blessing in this situation is now I get to spend Laura's entire visit out here to Denver showing her around to all my favorite spots and spending quality time together. That is optimism.